A question that virtually every atheist has heard: "What if you're wrong?"
This question is hardly ever actually an honest question but usually a death-rattle of someone who can't think of any good justification or argumentation to support their stance. When the evidence is lacking, out come the fear tactics, the insincere concern, the frustration, and/or the emotional pleading.
The "what if you're wrong?" question (often not even one considered in-depth by the person presenting it) is so entirely devoid of thought it's honestly difficult to even write about. So, instead of me waxing on about how theists don't seem to even sincerely consider such a question themselves, I'm going to borrow the more eloquent language of other atheists/skeptics.
All that to showcase that when it comes to Christianity, I have experience. I was an officially recognized member at several of those churches. I spent several hours a week (outside of Sunday) at several of those churches to help out, clean, help with events, ect.. I was involved. So for this Out Loud I'm going to reflect on my religious history (like the title says.)
|Yes, those two in the corner are Alaska, not Canada.|
Recently, a Christian friend of mine (an educated, kind, courteous individual) engaged me in discussion of a TED talk clip titled Why Would God Create a Tsunami? My friend shared this link on Facebook with his added text of "This may be the most Godly agnosticism I've ever heard." I questioned his terminology (confused at his choice of wording) and finished my initial response with "Overall, though, seems to be a wishy-washy presentation for a TED talk." In a separate response I later clarified what I meant by wishy-washy:
This post is not about him, but about the general sentiment his words carry. It's about the ignorance that faith/religion makes good use of and often fosters.
Exodus 4:21And the Lord said to Moses, “When you go back to Egypt, see that you do before Pharaoh all the miracles that I have put in your power. But I will harden his heart, so that he will not let the people go.
I think every atheist who has been in the trenches has heard the "free will" argument from theists. God seems uninterested in proving anything himself? Free will! Not a lot of people accepting your claim? Free will! So much trouble and immorality in the world? Free will! Here in Exodus we have an example of God flipping the dove to free will!
This isn't god "removed his grace" or "gave pharaoh over to his own desires" or such flimsy evasions like that. God is actively tampering with the will of a human being here. Sometime in the future I'll share Yahweh's other moments of "what free will?" in other passages and particular aspects of Christianity. (Tower of Babel, King Saul, doctrines holding predestination, "curses" in the Bible, King Ahab, and several other references & superhappyfun religious observances)
|Yahweh- the kind of guy who plays chess against himself (so he can win)|
This is my first Out Loud, a thingy I'll do when I just want to vent or muse or blahblahblah. For my first one I'm gonna talk about my experience revealing my atheism to some friends and a "miracle" one of them brought up that I wish I commented on during the conversation.
I recently came out to two good friends of mine, Ben and April, concerning my atheism. I've known April longer than anyone else outside of my family and Ben (her husband) is someone I got to become good friends with a little less than two years ago. They are both Christians, future-teachers, and are fantastic, loving, genuine people with equally fantastic families. They're humble folks, and would possibly be hesitant to accept the title, but I'd additionally classify them as missionaries- they feel burdened (in that good, Christian sense of "burden") to take the gospel to Central and South America.
The months leading up to me telling them that I was an atheist were filled with dread. I knew they weren't going to freak out or disavow me or anything like that- as I said, Ben and April are great people. However, April's dad (Gary), a Church of Christ pastor (I know CoC typically calls them "preachers".. but I grew up with "pastor") and a good friend of mine, is presently, as of the posting of this write-up, unaware of my upgrade out of religion.